The Beginning

A new relation brings with it  a lot of apprehensions......and it's really strange that sometimes it's not because of  your expectations from the person or the relation...rather it's because you expect a lot from yourself..... it happens when someone else's wishes, feelings and happiness are the only things that matter.......you can do anything and everything for a smile of that special someone and 

every bit of you wants the one to be happy....But sometimes or the other, it happens that  the one doesn't understand you........words seem to fail you, every effort is fruitless, everything seems to fall apart...however hard you try..whatever you do..... 

It is then that the mind goes bizzare, heart is a  turmoil of emotions ...you are hurt because you are not understood....  you crave for the reason to be known to you...and somewhere deep inside you want the reason to be YOU...because with every broken piece of your heart, you still don't want to blame the one for anything... 

This is the beginning of a new life... a life where questions remain unanswered.........